It's so hard to live in the flesh. One thing that I have to tell myself DAILY is IT'S NOT ABOUT ME! Let me tell you that is hard to swallow some days. I want to be a mother more than ANYTHING and I just don't know, right now, why God has not blessed me with this desire. I do believe that He will give me that heart's desire...and today I'm one day closer.
I'm trying so hard to trust in the Lord and lean on His understanding for my life and not my own. Along this line, I'm also struggling with what my purpose is for this time in my life. I quit my job almost a year ago, thinking that I would have a baby to take care of by now, but I don't. I've often wondered why God chose to move us here...what is His purpose? All I know to do is say "I'm here, I'm ready, what do I need to do?"
One thing I do know, God does have a plan for me. I know this b/c His word says so and I believe this for me and for each one of you, my friends!
Monday, May 10, 2010
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